i am going to talk about something for a moment and i hope it’s okay that it’s going to be a few tweets long... but i just wanted to say how thankful i am for all of you. like i don’t know, i guess to some of you i come off as like, a writer for nct on twt, but to me
it’s kind of so much more than that, and it may sound silly, may Be silly, idk, but writing is a big thing, doesn’t really matter who or what it’s about. two years ago my detailing was poor, i was writing in my notes on my phone, finishing aus by the 100th update and
i mean now my aus are running into 500 updates, i’m taking my time, focusing more on detail, i’m really trying to build characters, build these worlds and make my content enjoyable. i love to provide things that make you think, parts of stories that make your heart flip,
things that’ll make you stay on the edge of your seat and want to know more. i want you to Want to know more about these characters and their lives, and that’s why i Love to give you the littlest pieces of their lives, their families. And when it comes to love, i try my best to
show the most important and most sincere pieces of it. the build up, the break down, the climbing up again. are some of my aus similar in a way? probably, and probably because i have like a million of them!!!! all written by me!!!! i try my best to make them as different as they
can be, but in the end.... the author is me, and just me. there are gonna be similar characteristics to the way my characters fall in love because they’re all.... Me. and it’s somewhat how I fall in love. i write Me within these characters and i think a lot of you know this
by now :) sometimes people drop into my cc to rudely tell me to write differently, and at this point i just don’t care. which is exactly my next point, is how i’ve started to... care a little less. not too long ago, i’d even get so worried about posting updates, misspelled words,
about whether or not everyone would be upset with me if i didn’t update enough today, or if there’s someone being rude in my cc. here’s the thing.... this is twt. this is an au. i am hyuckios, an au writer that is here to just have Fun. so, why do i need to Not have fun and
spend my time worrying constantly about being a disappointment, or whether or not i can’t complete an au... which THAT is another thing. lets say i start an au.... and suddenly i lose motivation. well, that sucks. do i regret posting it? well, maybe, but it was fun to
start, i’m upset that i don’t have the motivation to finish it.... but this is all for fuuuuun, let’s not think things too seriously !! having fun is the most important part, and if im not having fun, then it’s going to reflect into my writing, and then all of you won’t have fun.
a lot has changed for me in the past month or so. my physical health is very poor and i’ve yet to get my test results back, my appointments are pushed til later, my pain has gone up, i feel like i’ve become a burden in most of my relationships, so i’m just really here to say that
i cannot explain how much it means to have all of you here, supporting me, Having FUN with me every day, because i look forward to posting... and i’ll sit there refreshing my notifications waiting to see when someone quotes my updates, because those are my favorite
things ever. you all just mean the world to me and i genuinely have never been more grateful for anything in my life. thank you. thank you. thank you. for always being here for me. :]
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