About my recent outburst/meltdown - certainly not my proudest moment. But I’m a human after all, I am prone to making mistakes too.
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I run a bootstrapped company, with over 30 full time employees. There have been some high profile exits recently and the workload is immense.
I am battling on personal front too (nothing bad (in fact good) but stressful for sure). I am sleeping very less these days, less than 4 hours a day.
I have never been much of sleeper but I am a regular practitioner of Yoga and Dhyana which I had to pause due to overload of work. I look forward to better days ahead where I’ll get time for all these things.
I am mentoring absolutely untrained new hires, making sure others are performing well, actively hiring new people, taking care of business taxes, paper work, GST, office maintenance, vendors and other things.
It’s stressful for sure but stress has never got the better of me. I have always admired @MisraNityanand for his knowledge. In fact we have done couple of articles about him on @tfipost. When I first chatted with him on FB, I was having a complete fan moment.
Few months back, I messaged him about a confusion I had, I got no response from him. He saw the message but didn’t respond. Maybe it was too stupid a query. I, then thanked him for seeing the message.
Then suddenly I saw him quoting a tweet of mine out of context. Those who follow me, probably remember that I had been trying to turn Urdu heavy songs into Sanskritized Hindi songs.
It appeared elitist to me. I took offence. I normally ignore, or respond logically but I went berserk, saying things I didn’t mean and would normally never say. And for that I’m ashamed.
If it’s any consolation, I have deleted all the tweets that I posted yesterday. I’m sorry. I’m sorry @MisraNityanand ji and I’m sorry my dear followers. I’ll try not to let stress get the better of me again.
PS: for leftards and ideological foes, I’ll keep haunting you and I’m never going to tone down even one bit.
Good night. Shubh Ratri. 🙏🏻
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Good night. Shubh Ratri. 🙏🏻
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