I first saw porn when I was 9 years old.
When I say porn is the most damaging thing a young man can be exposed to, I speak from experience.
This is what happened to me:
When I say porn is the most damaging thing a young man can be exposed to, I speak from experience.
This is what happened to me:
I first saw porn when I was 9 years old.
At that age I didn't know what sex was.
But I did know that I liked girls.
At the age of 9 years old I remember having crushes.
Being chased around by a girl who said she was going to marry me.
Never been a stranger to love.
At that age I didn't know what sex was.
But I did know that I liked girls.
At the age of 9 years old I remember having crushes.
Being chased around by a girl who said she was going to marry me.
Never been a stranger to love.
I was born a natural.
But the more porn I watched the less I talked to girls.
And the worse my anxiety got.
But the more porn I watched the less I talked to girls.
And the worse my anxiety got.
Middle school was rough.
I spent a lot of it in hospital waiting rooms.
Not for me, but my older sister.
And I remember sneaking off into the bathrooms so I could look at porn.
I spent a lot of it in hospital waiting rooms.
Not for me, but my older sister.
And I remember sneaking off into the bathrooms so I could look at porn.
Porn turned me into a simp.
Somewhere between asking for a girl's email address when I was 13 and being laughed at
And liking the same girl who wanted nothing to do with me for 2 years between ages 15-17
I lost my mojo.
Somewhere between asking for a girl's email address when I was 13 and being laughed at
And liking the same girl who wanted nothing to do with me for 2 years between ages 15-17
I lost my mojo.
Here's the thing about porn:
Men are supposed to pursue women.
Our biology proves this.
We have a desire for women.
But when that desire is met by porn we don't pursue women.
We load up the hub instead and get our "fix" that way.
Men are supposed to pursue women.
Our biology proves this.
We have a desire for women.
But when that desire is met by porn we don't pursue women.
We load up the hub instead and get our "fix" that way.
All those years spent watching porn and getting into some weird stuff were traumatic.
I didn't face my problems or my pain.
I ran from them instead.
I sought escapism.
I didn't do cool stuff. I watched porn and played video games.
I didn't face my problems or my pain.
I ran from them instead.
I sought escapism.
I didn't do cool stuff. I watched porn and played video games.
17 was a big year for me.
I stopped simping on the one girl
And started to get attention from the church girls.
But like your average Coomer I didn't know what to do with it.
I stopped simping on the one girl
And started to get attention from the church girls.
But like your average Coomer I didn't know what to do with it.
The only reason I could tell they were interested in me was that I spent hundreds of hours Googling "how to tell if a girl likes you" and reading every article possible.
Any chance I had I shot down myself.
Porn was a cock-block.
Porn was a cock-block.
I had my first relationship when I was 18.
I was so desperate for attention that I latched onto the first chick who told me she liked me.
That relationship lasted 9 months and it was emotionally abusive and manipulative.
I was so desperate for attention that I latched onto the first chick who told me she liked me.
That relationship lasted 9 months and it was emotionally abusive and manipulative.
I thought that I quit porn while dating her.
But when she broke up with me I turned right back to it.
And it got so bad that I didn't care about it anymore.
No desire to quit.
I watched as much as I wanted whenever I wanted without shame.
But when she broke up with me I turned right back to it.
And it got so bad that I didn't care about it anymore.
No desire to quit.
I watched as much as I wanted whenever I wanted without shame.
I didn't face the pain of that breakup.
I didn't find healing.
I buried it deep inside.
I coped. I escaped. And I watched porn.
I didn't find healing.
I buried it deep inside.
I coped. I escaped. And I watched porn.
At age 19 I stopped a relapse while it was happening for the first time.
It was a hot July afternoon and it changed my life.
That was the moment I realized I had power over porn.
That was when I realized if I wanted to quit, I could.
It was a hot July afternoon and it changed my life.
That was the moment I realized I had power over porn.
That was when I realized if I wanted to quit, I could.
Right before I turned 20 I quit porn.
A few months later I met a nice Christian girl and we started dating.
But the trauma from my porn addiction was too raw.
We dated for 3 months before she broke up with me.
A few months later I met a nice Christian girl and we started dating.
But the trauma from my porn addiction was too raw.
We dated for 3 months before she broke up with me.
I started smoking weed while I was dating her because I thought it helped with my OCD symptoms.
But it was another escapism I adopted.
But it was another escapism I adopted.
The rest of 2020 I spent laying the foundation for my online business.
But I still ran.
Yes I was off of porn but I still had unhealed trauma from it.
It influenced the way I looked at women and thought about them.
But I still ran.
Yes I was off of porn but I still had unhealed trauma from it.
It influenced the way I looked at women and thought about them.
Do you want to know the truth?
The shit that I don't talk about?
From porn, to nicotine, to weed, it hasn't been until February 2022 that I finally stopped running.
Between vices I have spent time and money (lots of money) reaching out to people who could help me.
The shit that I don't talk about?
From porn, to nicotine, to weed, it hasn't been until February 2022 that I finally stopped running.
Between vices I have spent time and money (lots of money) reaching out to people who could help me.
I quit porn in January 2020.
I quit weed in November 2021.
I quit nicotine in February 2022.
I quit weed in November 2021.
I quit nicotine in February 2022.
These past 2 and a half years have been the hardest ones yet.
I still find ways my old habits influence my decision-making.
Ways it influenced my relationships.
There are still things I am healing from.
I still find ways my old habits influence my decision-making.
Ways it influenced my relationships.
There are still things I am healing from.
But I don't let it stop me.
I don't run anymore.
I don't escape.
I face things now.
I found healing.
Even better? I help other men find healing.
I turned my trip from hell and back again into a program to help other men end theirs.
I don't run anymore.
I don't escape.
I face things now.
I found healing.
Even better? I help other men find healing.
I turned my trip from hell and back again into a program to help other men end theirs.
I have been there done that.
And I want to help you not only find freedom from porn but healing from it as well.
That's why I'm hosting an anonymous group coaching program.
It starts Nov 1st.
Click below to begin your 31 days to freedom from porn 👇
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And I want to help you not only find freedom from porn but healing from it as well.
That's why I'm hosting an anonymous group coaching program.
It starts Nov 1st.
Click below to begin your 31 days to freedom from porn 👇
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