Lena looked at herself in the mirror. Myriads of thoughts criss crossed her mind. She was lost deep in thoughts. Her life was falling in shambles, while all her accolades were living the life they dreamt of. She let out a sigh. Not of relief, but despair.
A thread.
A thread.
The life she had envisioned ideally wasn't materializing in reality. Her over ambitious nature had driven her to do everything in order to live a good life. She was one of the best students in her primary school. Nostalgic tears cascaded her cheeks when she remembered how her..
..childhood was all about good grades. But right now she wouldn't believe it. Her eyes never hiding the pain. Deep inside she had a kind of resentment that only her understood. Even if time would go back, would she really change anything?
Where did she make her first mistake? Was it her first boyfriend back in campus who broke her virginity or the course she changed? She remembered Jesse, the guy who took her heart, showed her love, appreciated her, and made her alive and then shattered her inside out by...
..sleeping with her best friend. Her "twinnie". She was so sad and all the scenarios, if that fateful Thursday evening fresh on her mind. She walked right into them, with her friend riding the love of her life. Her supposed friend who had warned her about how a "liar" Jesse..
..is. how deceitful and "mysterious" her boyfriend is. She couldn't believe it. She felt feeble and couldn't move, almost falling and knocking her head on the floor. Deep inside she was screaming "Why?", but words wouldn't come out. A jab in the heart, betrayal of the highest..
..hierarchy. Both their eyes glued, while Bree, her friend, scampered around looking for her thong. She was a "baddie", coupled with lack of brains. She was like a beautiful mannequin, just for aesthetic value. Whenever she would open her mouth, you would wish she never. Her..
..life was just full of dramas. The toxic type. But she was a sweet soul to her. Why hadn't she read between the lines? Jesse sat on the bad, still erect, looking awkward. Why didn't they even use a condom? She trusted him. She entrusted her body to him knowing he would..
..never lie or become dishonest with her. She was in denial. As Bree shoved her way past the door embarrassed, avoiding eye contact, leaving the couple to sort out their issue, which was her apparently. Furthermore, the whole situation was already so unwieldy. She left..
..hurriedly. "I can explain....". She wouldn't even hear the rest of the words from Jesse. She harbored instant hatred for men and, at the same time, still loved him so much. She was at the crossroads. This is the man that had showed her love. Adored her and understood her.
Ever met someone who totally understands you? Like another version of you but not you. "We shall talk. Let me digest this first ". She mumbled. She had the urge to scream, but she was the introverted type. A whole life knew no drama. She was a darling to everyone. Why would..
..anyone do her this bad? Do all the nice people eat shit? What happened to...
She jumped back from her reverie. That was all in the past now. She glanced at her dark natural hair in the mirror. She really needed to visit the salon. But with what money? Her life was..
She jumped back from her reverie. That was all in the past now. She glanced at her dark natural hair in the mirror. She really needed to visit the salon. But with what money? Her life was..
..like a misery movie offlate. A good girl who went rogue. Her slutty ways had become too much for her parents. Her dad got tired with her and sent her to her aunt to at least reform. But was she actually reforming? Patel had her in a nasty position two days ago. And..
..apparently Mutiso had gone down on her only 12 hours earlier. Her life was taking another dangerous curve but she never even cared. Or did she?..
To be continued.
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To be continued.
Kimuzi's Thoughtsπ€
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